Please Doa for her

Receive a call from my mum today at 9pm +++, and she pass me a very very BAD NEWS.. My sis in law had an accident and in critical condition. Ya allah, my whole body shaking after hearing the new... I was shock and at the same time speechless.. As I told my hubby the new I cried. I can't believe it coz I just sms her few days ago and managed to talk and joke around with her..

The story is like this.. She is working at PSA @ Keppal. She was the supervisor there. Dia telah di langgar/lenyek oleh crane di situ.. Her half body and leg were badly crushed by the crane. I was told that the person who langgar her is and Indian. Her face bloated, her leg have to potong coz dah teruk kena langgar.. she is bleeding alot and doc kata she is very critical at the moment and doc also say that they can't tell us the chances of her to survive. She is going for another operation this friday. Doc just can't tell what is going to happen. I cried when I saw her lying there. Paling sedih anak2 dia.. They must be asking their mother as she is very closed to her children.

"Ya allah kau lindungi lah dia... kau beri lah dia kekuatan untuk hidup.. "

Kawan2 tolong doa kan untuk my sis in law.. Her children really need her.. she has 1 daughter at the age of 4 years old and and a son at the age of 2 years..

Who cares

Sekarang baru nak ingat.. sekarang baru nak cari... They're don't deserve any kind treatment from me and family. Well, they don't treat me like one too and why should I treat them Like a family. Who cares when they said "Eh, kurang ajar nye" yang kurang ajar itu DIA ORANG... yang mulut jahat itu dia orang... I give a damn.. they even don't bother about me since birth and why should I be bother about them.

Sometime I wish that i can cancel one name in my ic... I really wish... Sometime I really regret why should i have this "KIND" of person in my life.. How I wish I don't know that person at all... At first I began to forgive the "person" and hope that i can get the love of that "person" after years of not knowing him since the day I was born but I was wrong.... Totally wrong.. until now i regret of acknowledge him.. really.... Where were him when I really need him? He left me without a word he left me when i was 1 day old..... I am used to it already for not having a "F" in my life... To me the name in my IC is just a name nothing more than that......